Wanderings of a Thoughtless Mind: Chapter 15.2

There is a cave, deep and dark,

I rest there sometimes, for the lack of thought,

I go quiet and enjoy it for a while,

The darkness is comforting, I do not know why.

The world moves fast and there a lot to think,

To do, to behave, to hold onto things,

There is a short time, when I can be me,

With you I feel that i can just be..

Stay quiet or just about talk,

Think when required and sometimes just feel,

the comfort of just being me, no strings attached,

you make me feel at home and of that cave im free..

Wanderings of a Thoughtless Mind: Chapter 15.1

Heres a thought..

Go for it or not..

what are the consequences..

Do i care enough?

Whats to be done..

never get a shot at the sun..

what are the motives..

Is it important enough?

I dont want to do it..

but I have and i lost..

there was no way out...

did i choose the right one?

I take responsibility..

of what happens next..

i choose the path of redemption..

For i have a lot to regret..

You and me..

What once was could almost never again be..

What is now is to be dealt with..

What will be is too far to see..

But one thing for sure that there is a different you and me.

You and me has changed..

But you and me is still real..

and you and me is still true..

Because finally you and me is what we feel..

Wanderings of a Thoughtless Mind: Chapter 14

There was a time when i felt complete..

there was a time when everything was right..

there was a time when hope dictated all thats true..

there was a time it felt right...

There was a time when i didnt worry..

there was a time when it made sense..

there was a time when control was lost..

there was a time when we could just be..

The time has passed

the time is now..

All time is true

and all time is lost..

If there was a time for sorrow..

if there was a time for loss..

if there was a time for forgiveness..

if there was a time for hope..

If there was a time for missing..

if there was a time to feel..

if there was a time to get over..

if there was a time to grieve..

The time has passed..

the time is now..

All that time is now behind you..

and all time is lost.