Darkness envelopes all emotions,
Distance is sought but never found,
the envelope closes tighter and tighter,
until all the air is sucked out.
Then there is a crack,
light and stale air seeps through,
for a moment, the emotion emerges,
and finds faith in life is renewed.
Disconnecting thoughts rule the mind,
a childrens fable turns dark,
i realise that there is no light,
just an illusion of the tunnel of thought.
but somewhere the emotions have changed,
come back with a vigour renewed,
stronger, faster and deeper yet,
nothing stops it but the control is true.
Stronger the feeling,
Lesser time it takes,
to disconnect from all thought,
and all emotions at stake.
right now I am happy,
being there emotionless,
but i know i would be happier,
if those emotions had your caress.
It takes time,
and these things are slow,
Patience is relative to time,
time till you know for sure.
