Prosique - 2

In the last few days and weeks, i seem to have had a lot of conversations and discussions on relationships, friendships and the loss of the above.

The world is round and so seem to be the cycle of these dilemmas. More than just dilemmas, these are like illusions of trust and control that get out of hand. and by out of hand, i mean quite literally.

I control my fate and my relationships. Illusions.

I trust my mind and my relationships. Again an Illusion.

When this illusion blinds and castrates one of any independent thought and action, one has a dilemma.

I dont mean to be cynical, but somewhere life gets you to reevaluate all these discrepancies and you are left holding your heart in one hand and your head in the other, suddenly requestioning answers that you were sure were set in stone.

Little did one realise that the stone was made to be broken. And so are illusions.

Why, What the, How.. the mantras of the broken hearted.

How often do we find ourselves asking these questions and then reasking them as not to accept the answers we got in the first place. and finally reaching the same conclusions as we always did - What did i get myself into?

This then leads to the 3 most popular New Year/Post Relationship resolutions:

1. I will not get into a relationship, until i find the right person.

2. I will not get into a relationship unless i know the person well before i start boinking them.

3.(My favourite, and i would be rich if i had a dollar for everytime i hear this) Im not going to get into a relationship for the next year or two or never.

And the end result is almost always the same. Non-compliance to the resolutions.

Illusions, i tell you...Cant survive with them, but cant be happy without them.

(To be Continued...)