On symphony and esteem

Last night i heard music..

as enchanting as the sea..

the vastness and the subtleties

all merged into a dream..

It felt good at that moment,

The trance was just right,

weightless and relaxed..

For a moment i was without life..

notes moved from one to another,

the clarinets, the bass and the horns,

The violin sounds ached in my heart,

the flute created a world unknown..

Soft and melodious,

The symphony of sounds drifted me off..

Forgetting my insecurities,

Lulled into a false sense of self..

The tempo began to rise,

the drums suddenly thundered above

i awoke from my wonderland,

the the ground under me gave up hope..

I sat and continued to listen..

as the symphony reached its peak..

I was falling and the world crumbling,

as the music, to a grand ending, reached.

I sat there stunned, i sat there passive,

I could do nothing but sit and watch..

watching my thoughts, watching my ground

It had stopped falling through the hatch..

I slowly stand up.. finding my feet..

finding ground for me to stand on..

I was caught unawares getting out of my trance,

but now i find my way back to reality..