Wanderings of a Thoughtless Mind: Chapter 12

I dont know where my mind is..

I dont know what im thinking..

I dont know what the fuck is happening in my life..

its moving so fast.. the scenery is a blur..

I want to stop and just take in the view..

i want to stand still and observe..

the beauty and the calmness around me..

but it still moves so fast

Jerks send me to hit my head..

pain is invitible in this journey..

shaking and twisting makes it bad..

if only i wasnt moving so fast...

signals mean nothing..

signs cant be seen..

everything is such a blur..

My mind is still trying to stand still..